I wrote this so I could let some of my feelings and sadness out.

“I can't delete your number, even though you're gone. I can't delete you as my follower or friend because it feels so wrong.

I can't remove your e-transfer or your email at all, I can't imagine not seeing your name as I scroll & type along.”

I recently came across this video that is a number of years old, but it felt particularly relevant and important today. My main take away from this video is this quote: “we cry as men”.